sigh..

i guess i'm forcing it.

i'm doing too much and you might be taken aback by it.

sorry to put you through all these pressure.

i didn't think about it from your point of view.

i shall just stop whatever that i'm doing now and just go with the flow~

sorry, shouldn't have vented my stress all on you and talk nonsense :(

so baby, i will wait for you.
cause i don't know what else i can do.
don't tell me i ran out of time.
if it takes the rest of my life,

baby, i will wait for you.
if you think i'm fine, it just aint true.
i really need you in my life.
no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you.

i suddenly thought of what you said on wed.

you said you don't understand why is it that girls are so stubborn. Even when the guy ask her to move on, she still insists on liking him.

i just kept quiet that day but now, i shall answer you here.

there's only one answer to this question.

and that's cause that girl really really likes you a lot from the bottom of her heart.

if not, why would she continue liking you when she knows that she has a lil chance or even no chance?

she won't be even holding the slightest hope and doing all the things that she is doing for you now even though she was already rejected once.

she won't be thinking of all means and ways just to make you smile.

trust me, i'll hang on to you no matter what.

Last day of school today.

bye W35J!

will miss you guys(:

anws, went to meet the guys who poned class today after school and headed to the lecture theatre for some physics workshop.

but, i left even before class started to meet jon to study.

waited for him for an hour plus.

damnnn.

but nvm, cause he was having dinner with his classmates.

liz and daryl came along after that to join us.

had seafood baked rice for dinner.

afterthat, got chased out by the librarians as the library was closing.

then when we were waiting for jon outside the library, daryl told me he likes some girl from his class.

dk what shermin girl.

DAMN!

i was dumb-founded!

then i tried to test him.

i said: eh J! waiting for shermin uh?

then he was like: huh?no?i'm waiting for my other classmates! cause they're taking the same train as me.

then i'm like, okay lor~~

then after that, he asked us to go 1st cause he's gonna take train with his classmates and that the 3 of us take a different train as him.

then stupid liz still come and tell me that he's waiting for that shermin to go home together with her.

my heart went PIANG! *shattered glasses*

damn sian on my way to the mrt.

then in the end, they told me that they were joking =.=

SO NOT FUNNY LIZ AND DARYL!

ugh!

what ass friends i have!

but at least they told me that they were joking in the end la.

oh wells~

suppose to be studying now, but i'm here blogging.

it's like i won't be able to see him till tuesday i guess.

SIAN TO THE MAX!

and i just saw him an hour ago?

and i'm missing him now.

like want him to be here with me.

oh mannnnnnnnnnnn~~~

this feeling sucks.

how i wish i can turn back the time and go back to what it was on wed :(

I SO NEED THE J THERAPY NOW!

3rd month liking him today.

no idea why i take note of this, but just feel like(:

i love you fool! ♥

today is the happiest day ever since i liked him.

To begin with,

LUNCH.WAS.WONDERFULLY.AWESOME!

when budd asked me why i changed my wallet and didn't want to use the domo wallet anymore, then i just said that i didn't like it anymore.

then that ass, he come and say: eh?i thought someone was crazy over domo that time?what happened uh?

i gave him the =.= look.

he is asking the obvious i swear!

*WHACK*

afterthat, when he went to talk to his classmates at another table, i kept his phone.

i know it’s childish!

but..that’s where all the fun and laughter comes in!

heh!

after school, suppose to meet liz, but she had to meet someone.

and as for me, something special that has never happened to me happened!

even though it was for a short period of time and it may seem like it’s a small thing to you guys, but for me, it’s DIFFERENT.

i really cherish it a lot a lot.

hope that there will be another time like that!

had dinner and then went home.

anws, tomorrow is another special day for me.

looking forward to tomorrow!

MATHS SUCKS!

UGH!